Oh, L. , I'm already buckled up my friend and boy are you in for a treat!
Well, while L. was experiencing what it REALLY feels like to have adrenaline running through his veins at the sight of all that hotness, I was experiencing my very own type of adrenaline. Unfortunately it didn't involve a crowd of hot guys, rather an entirely different crowd:
"the In Crowd".
Okay, let's rewind for a second here.
Unlike L. I am no longer 'theoretically gay'. I've had my share of field experience and 'first times' (first friends, first party, first kiss, first.. whatever) and consequently a LOT of life lessons. There's only one thing I never seem to be prepared for. Meeting the friends.
Yesterday I had one of those encounters. After hanging out with my own friends, I headed back to my place only to discover that everyone was already asleep or out. It was 11 PM. What the hell was wrong with everyone? So there I was, on a Thursday night, alone in my room. Not quite what I had in mind when I planned my Thursday evening earlier this week. So, bored of my ass I text my boyfriend, who had a dinner party with his friends, to tell him I was going to hit the sack. Couple of minutes later: "Hey, why don't u join us?x'
Ehhhm, what the heck. It's not like I had anything else to do. The minute I decided I would join him and his friends on their game of 'Black Box' (a game I had never heard of before), my heart started throbbing in my throat. Damn. There would be 8 friends. EIGHT friends... and they'd all be looking at me as soon as I set foot in that kitchen. After having paced up and down my room 20 times or so, and having checked my teeth and hair another gazillion times, I was ready to go.
"They would like me! Right?! "
I closed the door behind me, my heart racing like hell, and I started walking. There was an icy wind blowing my hair in every possible direction (well duh, I couldn't have expected my hair to be untouched by the time I reached his front door, how naive) and flushing my cheeks only to make the éxtra contrast with my pale winter skin colour that makes me look like I'm suffering from some sort of insomnia. I entered his front door only to be greeted very warmly by everyone in the kitchen. "Hii!! Why don't you grab a chair in the next room?"
And just like that everything seemed to be alright again. What was all that stress about again?
Well L., brace yourself, there's a lot more to follow your unforgettable first time amongst us.
You ready?
x,
B.
Well, while L. was experiencing what it REALLY feels like to have adrenaline running through his veins at the sight of all that hotness, I was experiencing my very own type of adrenaline. Unfortunately it didn't involve a crowd of hot guys, rather an entirely different crowd:
"the In Crowd".
Okay, let's rewind for a second here.
Unlike L. I am no longer 'theoretically gay'. I've had my share of field experience and 'first times' (first friends, first party, first kiss, first.. whatever) and consequently a LOT of life lessons. There's only one thing I never seem to be prepared for. Meeting the friends.
Yesterday I had one of those encounters. After hanging out with my own friends, I headed back to my place only to discover that everyone was already asleep or out. It was 11 PM. What the hell was wrong with everyone? So there I was, on a Thursday night, alone in my room. Not quite what I had in mind when I planned my Thursday evening earlier this week. So, bored of my ass I text my boyfriend, who had a dinner party with his friends, to tell him I was going to hit the sack. Couple of minutes later: "Hey, why don't u join us?x'
Ehhhm, what the heck. It's not like I had anything else to do. The minute I decided I would join him and his friends on their game of 'Black Box' (a game I had never heard of before), my heart started throbbing in my throat. Damn. There would be 8 friends. EIGHT friends... and they'd all be looking at me as soon as I set foot in that kitchen. After having paced up and down my room 20 times or so, and having checked my teeth and hair another gazillion times, I was ready to go.
"They would like me! Right?! "
I closed the door behind me, my heart racing like hell, and I started walking. There was an icy wind blowing my hair in every possible direction (well duh, I couldn't have expected my hair to be untouched by the time I reached his front door, how naive) and flushing my cheeks only to make the éxtra contrast with my pale winter skin colour that makes me look like I'm suffering from some sort of insomnia. I entered his front door only to be greeted very warmly by everyone in the kitchen. "Hii!! Why don't you grab a chair in the next room?"
And just like that everything seemed to be alright again. What was all that stress about again?
Well L., brace yourself, there's a lot more to follow your unforgettable first time amongst us.
You ready?
x,
B.
1 comment:
you're so cute. ^^
<3
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